I wish I could tell you that through this parental alienation war, I did everything right.
I was human. Made mistakes.
Cut prayer time short.
Allowed fear to take over.
Struggled in my identity.
Questioned God’s decisions.
Truth is the only one that’s surprised by how our journey ended, is me.
God knew before the journey even began where it would lead. He knew in the end, Jack and I would feel insurmountable pain by the loss of all three children.
He knew when we walked out of the courtroom on November 16, 2016, after winning sole custody, that the story didn’t end there. He also knew I wouldn’t be putting these words to paper today had that been the case.
Today, I want to encourage you and tell you that God knows exactly where you are. He sees you in the middle of your storm. And even though it doesn’t feel like it whatsoever, God has got this under control. Your only job through this devastating time is to trust Him.
I wish in my journey I had done more of just that – trusting.
Are you needing to know which way to go? Here’s a roadmap to get you started…
“I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” John 14:6
You are not alone in your struggle.
He’s got this!
My heart is heavy for you…